destash for my thoughts

I don't want a life of short meaningful but fleeting relationships. I want one to last. I want to wake up in love and sleep in love for the days and nights that I have left. I want humor, respect, understanding, a connection that's warm, resilient, soft yet hard and passionate. If only longing were the solution to my lonliness and not the byproduct. 

"Longing, we say, because desire is filled with endless distance."